Today I begin my 3 day fast. Sunday morning I was compelled to do it as I was listening to my Pastor Sunday morning. Basically I haven’t been myself as of late when it comes to Church. Actually I think being on staff really messed me up but I still take all responsibility on myself.

Regardless, I want to hear from God about his plan for me in the Kingdom. I want to know how to handle things at VCC now that I am not on staff or even a member. I am not sure how to simply attend church so I need to hear from God.